MHEL

It has been 6 months since the last time we had a talk where I still remember vividly what you had said, ” Tama ka. Hindi si Melanie ang mahal ko si Isabel.” That hurt me so much, but I accepted it. To my surprise I am back to how I was. Ok na ko eh. With all the problems I have I do not know what made me remember you and the emotion. Old wound opened. Scars satrted bleeding. The pain is too much. I cannot concentrate. Wherever I go I remember you. I do not want you back. I want this pain to go away. I want the scars to close. I want the wound to heal. I want to get over you. BUT I can’t. The feeling just won’t go away. Sadly, I have to recognize one thing. I still love you. I hope I can move on. I just want to forget you.

crumbs are for scavengers like me

none for you

whose life is full of whole

totality….

so can you throw me crumbs of your love?